Does anyone remember my dead mp3 site I neglected? =X Well, I relocated it to my livejournal. ^-^; Believe me, it's way easier for me to update. +_+
Wellll.. in my AIM profile, I would always have mp3s uploaded for peoples to download.. but no one would ever download. u_u; Or did they did, they never mentioned it to me so I figured no one ever even download. And I got no thanks or comments. T_T (besides from Mieki and Ann =DDD) BUT I'm willing to upload mp3s again..... if someone would please comment!! ;_; Give me your comments on livejournal? =3
Yesterday I went to the dentist. ;_; Overall, it was a painful experience and I hope to never go there again, but unfortunately, I have another appointment at May 26. ;___;! *cries* End of the world!
o_o I have an essay due on Monday. Oh crap. And my printer just HAD to do down broken on me!!!!!11
10:25 a.m. Sunday, May 2, 2004
[ Music - Lost Love by Angela Zhang]
[ Feeling - MAD MAD MAD ]
I always hated it when my parents got to see my grades before I did. So when I went downstairs and found my grades spread wide open on the dinner table..
Math: C-
English: A-
Biology: C
Batminton: C
History: B-
Spanish 2: B
The one ONE thing that really pissed me off was the fact that I had a C in batminton. How in the fucking seven bloody hell did it drop from an A to a C so fast!? Argggghhh.. I'm so mad. I do all my exercises, I dress out.. so what in the hell gave her the idea I even deserved a C?
Ok, I can somewhat understand why. It's probably because I don't play batminton in "batminton" class.. but she DID say, "You have to do something." And that meant we could walk! Fucking bloody walk. And that's exactly what I do. So why do I fucking deserve a damn C~!?!? This is just unfair. A fucking 2 letter grade down that not only destroyed my A, but killed my 3.0 fucking average and now I'll probably never get into any good colleges.
Mad.. mad.. I wanna fucking egg my damn batminton teacher's house. Fucking ruined my damn average. ARGH! *goes to steam off* ..Or maybe menstruating is having something to do with my anger? -_- But bloody goddamn, she ruined my Sunday.
3:28 p.m. Wednesday, April 28, 2004
[ Music - Born to Make You Happy by Britney Spears]
[ Feeling - tired -_- ]
*points to song I'm listening to* =P I actually think this is one of Britney's more.. meaningful songs. ^^; Anywho~
Today, I felt ignored, upset, tired, and humiliated. -_- Let's begin!
Ignored.. because, to me, it seemed like my friends were ignoring me. In the morning too. ¬¬ And goddamn, Alice had this expression that I hated. The kind of expression that says 'What the hell you want?' ¬¬
Upset/Humiliated.. because I decided to ignore my friends. -_- And then I was just leaning on a pole and 3 people (asians, I'm pretty sure) came up to me. The girl (and there are two other guys) said to me, "Do you want to go to prom with him?" And I didn't really answer anything. She continued, "It'll be fun!" And I replied, "No thanks." and walked away. After I began walking, I heard them laughing. (Probably at me) ¬¬ Fuckers. (Suzi should know +_+;)
Oooh! I also wanna mention something yesterday that pissed the VERY hell out of me. -_- Yesterday, they announced in the intercom during 3rd period that rooms 100 and up (or something) power will black out. -_- So I walked to 5th period and I NEVER knew that the room was relocated in another room. So basically me and Alice and some other classmates were WAITING where the fuck the teacher was. Some of the kids started walking elsewhere. ¬¬ I assumed they were ditching. Next thing I knew, I followed the rest of the other kids and I found the new fucking location of the room.
Oh my god. My fucking teacher is a fucking dumbass. He never wrote a note or anything about the new location!!! Argh! So we waited for nothing. ¬¬ And everyone else was already in that room!!!!!! (*@&$&(&!! And what pissed the very hell out of me was because Ryan (a classmate/friend) didn't tell me the location. And I considered him a DAMN friend. And he just walked off with a girl to the new location without telling me! ...I was soo very mad I was boiling. ...I was so mad enough that I wrote a away message containing:
to the class of period 5, World History & Geography:
I am so pissed off. Y'all buncha fuckers who aren't reliable for JACK SHIT. While the rest of us peoples waiting outside room 105 wondering WHERE the fuck the teacher is.. YOU lousy ass mofos just walked to the current NEW location of the room. And did you EVER even bother INFORMING us of the new location? DID YA? No. What good are y'all FOR? HUH? Even I thought some of you who I would consider a FRIEND.. just WALKED away. FUCK YOU ALL. Good for nothing piece of shit.
Wow, Ryan, even I thought you would inform me and Alice of the new location. Buh did ya? You walked away with that..GIRL.. chatting all fuckn happy.
And y'know why I can remember this soo detailedly???? It's because Ryan pasted in his fucking xanga. What nerve he got. It ain't like I go fucking PASTING his shit into my weblog. Or maybe I should start doing that, huh?
3:12 p.m. Friday, April 23, 2004
[ Music - Pikanchi Double by Arashi ]
[ Feeling - FREE ^_^ ]
This week was pretty pretty hectic. @_@; I had a math chapter test, biology benchmark covering 5 chapters, history benchmark, and an english test. ..Oh, and not to mention Star testing today and the next week. +_+;
I'm surprised that even though I went online, I didn't spend as much time on it. O_O Only 2 hours or something? :O!!! I'm so proud of myself! ^_^ I basically just studied... :D (and played games *coughs*)
I hate my batminton teacher. Somewhere this week, she was yelling at us because we weren't running or doing our daily exercises or something.. so she said, "If you don't behave, you all are going to run a mile outside with the freshmens." ...The fuck is up with that? We DO do our exercises! Fuck her. She even once scolded us for running instead of jogging. ¬¬
Today we started our Star testing. +_+; I thought we'd be homework free but I guess not. ;_; And guess who happens to be my teacher in my Star testing room? +_+ My very very own batminton teacher. How gay. =_= We have another week and a Monday left for Star testing. Let the fun begin. -.-
11:24 p.m. Thursday, April 15, 2004
[ Music - Dareka no Negai ga Kanau Koro by Utada Hikaru ]
[ Feeling - bored :I ]
Sorry for the extremely lack of blogs. u_u; Spring break started already but since I don't do anything except stay home and play internet/games, I don't have anything to blog about. >_<; BUT.. I can tell you about Monday. ^^
On Monday, I invited my friends, Suzi and Alice to come over and hang out. ;p We went to Orbits and bought some manga. =] I got Fruits Basket vol. 2, DNAngel vol. 1, and Alice 19th vol. 1 which I read all too quickly. XP! ...Well, anyways, afterwards we headed to McDonalds just to chill and eat. ;] Played Truth or Dare. (I loveee that game! XD) And walked over to a pet store and a shop and browsed around. :O
Suzi... well, she's just insane. @_@; She got 16 manga[s] at Orbits. @_@; Why? XD Buy 15, get 1 free. O_o Gay and stupid but oh well. She turned out pretty happy in the end. XP Except the fact she wasn't allowed to buy manga[s]. XD;;
We enter this little.. mini shop (yes, I'm so descriptive) and Suzi was just going.. all 10 year old on us. xP She bought a toy bow and arrows, slingshot, and bought bottles of bubbles. ^^ So basically spent the day blowing bubbles, riding scooters around my neighborhood, chill and eat ice cream. XDD Very fun. ^_^
Ooooh! I also finished the next layout and coded it. But I don't really like it. =/ Click here to see for yourself. xP ..I just want to keep this layout up longer. ^^ *loves*
3:21 p.m. Tuesday, April 6, 2004
[ Music - One by Koda Kumi ]
[ Feeling - O.O; hungry ]
Oooh.. I am such a bad bad girl. xD I've been slacking off the past 2 weeks ever since I took the exit exam. x_O I stopped doing my math homework and don't study... ><; Argh! Spring fever! I blame it. xD
I'm pretty sure I didn't blogged about my day on Friday. :x Welll.. you can say it went from good to bad. ¬¬ Me and Suzi saved a table for our friends. Our friends. (which is only Nhuy, Alice, and their friends) Well, me and Suzi dumped our backpacks on the table and went off to search for food. :O (All Clubs Food Sale) Turns out Suzi's friend decided to tag along.. and the table wasn't that big either. So we end up squashing. Grrr.
I hate liars. >:( Especially when people lie about obvious things. ==; I don't understand why a person should lie to me.. especially if that person was my friend. ¬¬ I swear, one day I'm just going to resent all guys and live independently! >:( I'll swear off nearly all men. -_- I goddamn hate pimps, flirts, and clueless guys. The signals are all there, but they never seem to notice!!!
Me: You have a girlfriend? O_o
Guy: No..
Me: Then why do you always visit the same girl everyday, hang out with her, HUG her and not with other girls?
Guy: lol who?
Me: ...don't fucking bullshit with me. The signals and clues are all there. You hug her, you visit her, you and her spend time with each other.
Guy: lol she isnt my gf
Oh, so he just dropped his classes and join a certain class just to be with her? So they hug each other every day and give gifts for each other for fun? Goddamn! Why is it so hard for a single person to admit he has a girlfriend? It's not like I'm gunna fucking yell/scold at him. -_- I just simply want to know! I swearrr.. what's the DEAL with guys? Are they afraid of commitment or admitting things or what? =__=;
9:58 p.m. Thursday, April 1, 2004
[ Music - Fundamental Loop by FLAME ]
[ Feeling - annoyed ]
Oh c'mon!!! That's just gay! I clicked alt + 0172 and the window clears off or something to another page! So now I have to basically retype everything I just said... grrrrrr...
Yes, I couldn't help but blog. xD (And yes, I'm working on my personal site... which is progressing very slowly I might add) but for all those impatient peoples, if you really want to see the layout and stuffs, click here for a preview of the site. :P And no links work. ^_^ I still need a host for my site. ~_~ Oh yeah, Happy April Fools Day!
Today it rained. O-O; Yes, it rained and there was thunder too! O_o And to think Monday was such a sunny day, you'd think this entire week would be hot. +_x Guess not. :) I love rain, yes, but I wasn't entirely happy 'cause tomorrow is All Clubs Food Sale and I don't really want to walk on a soggy wet grass while browsing for food. >:(
Lately, I feel like I'm being ignored by my friends. u_u Welll... not exactly "ignored" but more like being left out of things. I could go isolate myself in a quiet spot (which I have been doing) and they wouldn't give a rat's ass why I'm there alone. Pft. I don't communicate much with Suzi much anymore because she's always talking with her friends so I just stand there, bored/alone. Great. Just fucking great.
Sometimes I wish my friends could do something special for me, or surprise me with something. I lend them animes (which sometimes are handed back to me in bad condition) and I burn them songs trying to get them hooked.. but do they ever do the same for me? They don't try to involve me in things much or any shit at all for that matter. I feel like I've been wasting my efforts trying to please them. Why am I trying to please them? ..I don't know. I feel if I could please them, I'll be a better friend and they'll involve me more in activities and shit. But NooOOo.. everything just sucks ass.
Such an unhappy week this is all coming out to be. :(
3:09 p.m. Monday, March 29, 2004
[ Music - Fallen by Delerium ]
[ Mood - ok ]
Goodbye to Spring and welcome Summer. +_+ It's so hot in cali. x___x; 90 degrees or so. u_u;
Yesterday I just witnessed a "show" for a gay guy. :O My eyes were glued to the screen even though half of it looked wrong. xD Erm... wait, a guy performing a *cough* "show" for another gay guy. +_+ Hmm.. I shouldn't be watching such adult things. :O
This weblog is going on hiatus because I need some time to finish my personal site that I never started on. xD; Made 2 layouts already and unsatisfied.. +_+ The one thing I can tell you is that the name of the personal site is Equilibrium. :] Bye!
11:52 a.m. Sunday, March 28, 2004
[ Music - Ourselves by Ayumi Hamasaki ]
[ Mood - annoyed ]
Oh dear lord, I think there's bunch of spamming idiots in forums nowadays. I can't help but feel SO goddamn irritated when peoples double post or shit. Here's something from VBB, a post from someone that offended me.
"Hey, Rantings is purposely FOR ranting. Don't be ashamed if you do it too much! Just picture yourself as an active club member. Too many people DONT rant and what do they have for it? A sour attitude and miserable mind."
That pretty much offended me. (Unless my eyes were playing tricks on me and I read it the wrong way) What is she trying to describe? Us peoples who can control ourselves and make the best of things unlike ranting idiots like her? Well then, fuck her. She should really think before she opens her fucking mouth.
(Sure, human beings do rant, of course. But we try our best not to rant about silly petty things, rather rant about something more.. hmm.. important or whatever.)
And what irritates me is... I hate peoples who give me their links to their xanga/weblog and say, "Do you want to see it?" Nooo.. did you really give me a choice before you decided to paste your link in? So I make up a stupid fib and say, "Yeah, it's cool." I hate that. A lot.
Well, on Friday, I went to the Wizard of Oz play. =/ I got there pretty early and Alice came. :] But then we ended up waiting for Suzi and we missed the opening of the play... u_u Oh well. So we sat at the very back of the auditorium and I couldn't get any clear pictures or good videos 'cause I was just too far. >:( Not happy. -_-;
And now I think my computer is infected with another virus but for some reason I can't find the virus... I did a virus scan on both hardrives and nothing shows up. =/ But sometimes when my computer starts up, there's this popup that says, "I'm sick and tired of waiting here! If they don't know about the problem yet, report it!" or some other message. x_x I'm clueless and stumped..
[ EDIT ] When I think about it.. I think I invited a bit of peoples to vBB. @_@; SyaoranGirl, Kaito, Gerri, Jamie, CherryTenshi.. that's all I can remember. And when I think about it, all those peoples I invited to vBB, I never seem to keep in contact with them much anymore. Or I just don't chat with them like I use to. -_- Hmm. [ /EDIT ]
6:38 p.m. Thursday, March 25, 2004
[ Music - Strobe by Namie Amuro ]
[ Mood - happy :) ]
Waiiii~ x3 I like this layout lots. :D It's so... wintery-ish, no? :) I was being bored and I decided I need a new layout since I hated the last layout. >_<; This layout would look SO much better if centered! ;-; But being a person with such few knowledge of html, I don't know tables and I can't center. :( (Believe me, I tried. ~_~)
Layout.. :D is made especially in Paint Shop Pro. :P As always. ^^ I'll never ditch psp and use Photoshop. xD ..Well, anyways. :) A couple of weeks ago I was making a wallpaper mixing filters (etc) and I happened to create this! :D Omigod I just loved it so much that I just had to make a layout. ^^ *huggles it* No images too! *_* I didn't feel like searching and a image might not look good on this layout, so. xP And yes, I know I screwed up the background. :'(
This week.. @_@ Well, quite many tests. xD On Tuesday, I had a math test x_x; Wednesday was supposedly the spanish test which postponed to Thursday which also happened to be my Bio test. :( But tomorrow is going to be English test and I can handle that. :D Phew! All the hard testing over with. ^_^
I don't really have much to say. xD Oh oh! Tomorrow I'm going to a play at my high school! :D The Wizard of Oz! xD Personally I don't find this interesting... but 250 credits for watching this for English class, I just can't pass that up. xD *dies*
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[Significance] Created on January 28; previously known as "My Fantasy" and was hosted at tsinelasORG. :) A small weblog about a moody eccentric girl named Sarah who likes to share her thoughts with everyone. :][Glarie] Sarah; Lil'Muay; Grape; 15 years of age; October 6; Rosemead High School; jpop, kpop & cpop fan; open-minded; mean xD; eccentric; honest; short-tempered; procrastinator; anime; manga; admires Arina Tanemura. :)
[Her Music] Kou Shibasaki, Se7en, Shyne, Ayumi Hamasaki, Namie Amuro, V6, Crystal Kay, Emyli, Maaya Sakamoto, Jay Chou, Yuko Sasaki, Heartsdales, Chemistry, Arashi, etc...
[Wishlist]
Fruits Basket anime & manga
Tokyo Mew Mew 3, 6 & 7
Domain
PS2
Nintendo 64
Zelda
Yoshi games x]
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